gaddamn we ain't even gotta scale

gaddamn we ain't even got a scale

walk up in the label like wer da chick doe

switchin up the angles, now im in tha rolls w illuminated angels

4-5 chains made of gold gettin tangled

my been said the first meal gunna change ya 

change for the betta

keep tha shit togeva

gaddamn we ain't even got a scale

ain't a damn thing changed, u can still get ta work

my coworkers mom is a maje cutie makin these tiny baby birds :) 

mclovin work and the mall. worked all day today and hung out w my friend at outback steak house, but not b4 makin her take my pic in front of a child-made mosaic. 

at the mall again went lookin thru some cat care books @ barnes n noble. meow.

been a bubble time

it's been a bubble time since I wrote here, but yu kno i'm always writing tings like that...

just got nicki minaj's new 💅pinkprint 💅album 🌸🌸🌸 "get on your knees" is my fave song o' da moment rn ! 

*let it soak in, like seasoninnnn*

got a tofu burger from some stupid popular food truck and it was delicious. 

buh-buh-buh-buh-buh-bubble.

mouse rat forever :(

feeling: ლ(ಠ_ಠ ლ）
parks n rec is ending, but that just means i have that much more to catch up on. most of the time i can't focus on the tv i'm watching.. i'm just daydreaming about writing tv

got these snaps of me plus mouse rat poster when i attended a hugely inspiring talk by alfredo jaar
this is one of my fave alfredo jaar pieces:

"let one hundred flowers bloom" is beautiful. it captures the resilience of creative people and ideas. forever.

alfredo jaar says and expresses everything i believe art should be and is
art is more than you see, it's philosophy in its most elegant form.
it took me a long time to learn that art and aesthetics are two different things. art is not bout things, but ideas.

alfredo jaar talks alot about ideas and thinking. i wanna be a thinker, but what if you have lame ideas? and are also terrible at philosophy? welp.

the view. some days i wanna move to sf. some days i wanna move away from sf.
all the days, i wanna be making something better than this.

just a kinda girl, kinda livin'

just a kinda girl, kinda livin' out here 

 

yesterday, i was cycling to my local library and i thought i cycled past someone i used to know

(*´_ゝ｀)              (*´ｪ｀*)

 taking cliche pictures of my cliche neighborhood

yikes. 

i keep riding my bike to the library and reading books and watching movies. and i keep tellin m'self that i'm gunna write about every single thing that i read and watch.

so far, nothing

so i made this playlist about feelings sung by girls that have feelings.
it's been a looooooong time since i posted a lame playlist on 8tracks....

❛ͬ˓˷❛ͬ

1. One Last Time - Ariana Grande 
2. Gotta Tell You - Samantha Mumba
3. All You Had To Do Was Stay - Taylor Swift
4. Some Things Never Seem to Fucking Work - Solange 
5. Everybody Wants to Rule The World - Lorde
6. Touch of My Hand - Britney Spears
7. Happy - Hilary Duff
8. Insincerely Yours - Lily Allen
9. Perfect Stranger - Katy B Feat. Magnetic Man

fizzba-bang!

listening to old playlists today and new songs from old cds. 

just tryna soak in some princess vibes. and feel inspired.  

*eyeroll*

 

biz-bubble-biz-bath.jpeg

*eyeroll*

i don't wanna wait..

went on a bike ride thru da nature in my neighborhood a few days ago. going to go for another today probably. i am so jelly roll that when i try to go a little faster than slow i get all huffy and puffy and red in da face and sweaty! womp. 

oh well. best part is i can cycle to my local public library and snatch up some geocaches in my neighborhood. hahahahahah.

i am full-on obsessed with dawson's creek. yeeeppers. 

i thought this body of water by my humble abode looked like the creek in dawson's creek, so i obvi had to send this snap of me singin da dawson's creek theme song to my equally dawson's creek obsessed friend. 

i just got to the rave episode. can i say l . o . l . and that i rly can't stand Andi/Andy!!! OMG. NO! I think the writers are trying to break up Joey & Pacey ♥ the only couple i care about. womp. 

ya i'm a loosa lame like dat. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i guess i'll just have to keep on keepin on wit dis dawson's creek. 

 

also. super angry at dawson. wow. like wow. 

but i live to see grown men pretending to be boys crying. like live for this!

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA  （‐＾▽＾‐）

Shopping shopping shopping

finally got dressed so I cld watch Dawson's creek in regular clothes instead of my pjs

Wow what a change ! Nottttttt. 

I'm on season 3 (finally) and I think it's gonna b da only good season. Joey and Pacey finally got together only to break up one episode later 😩

wow I hate Dawson so much ! but that's exactly why I love this show ! I loveeeeeeeeee all the overly emotional male characters bahagagaga 😂 

this week I've already gone shopping wit my Momster twice 🙊🙊🙊

saw this cutie cat keyboard at target someone pls send this to me as an early bday pressie? 🙏😉🎁

feelin so G L A M

trying to control my pores and chillax before work. I keep switching up the things I put on my face, which prob doesn't help much 

i just wanna stay nappin in my sunshine bed and reading books like a faaaaaaaat caaaaaat all day forever days

moi bff's dog, baby boi da prince. exemplary of my current mood. 

beige life.

havin a blah kinda mood. so here are some blah kinda things. 

Caught up wit some coworkers for lunch at my fave place on earth... C H E E S E C A K E  FACTORY!!!!!!!
had ta pull out this old giffy when i felt like life was mocking me. or rather, 2048 was mocking me.
still haven't mastered that game. i gotta stay away from it unless i wanna lead a life of sleepless nights.

 

delicious fish roll from my mom's fav vietnamese place! tian long! sky dragon!

so yum.

and this random pic of a community bldng in san jose. i think religion is v interesting, not gunna get into it nao. it's all just randomness and words i'm putting out. it's been a beige life so far.

recurring dreams need to stop recurring or not?

i'm just tryna b zen about it all. using this old pic of me bein pretend zen/hand clappy in da B. O. S. before graduation dinners and seein old faces and fun shit like that.

 

 i guess i was having some kinda anxiety about graduation, bc i sleep snappchatted my cousin this gibberish. dis screenshot was in my phone. :P

sleep walkin, sleep talkin and now sleep snappin and chattin.

lately, i keep having these two recurring dreams, and keep looking up all the different symbols on the internet. i just want them to go away, and i don't want to give these dreams the care and attention of a nice, fine dream-journal entry. yep. nope. 

also done bought tha new 1989 taylor swift album. i do not hate it!!!! :)))))) currently stuck on "how you get the girl." the rest of time is daydreaming about living inside a taylor swift song. forever.

hey guys i'm an ice machine fangirl

me slobbin out in my tourist Nola shirt, uniqlo plaid, and Charlotte Ronson pleather jacket 

I love ice machines. 

sound effects candy

got this interrrresting sound effects cd from da library a while back. i love sound effect CDs, maybe it's bc I'm a lame and think foley is a really interesting way to work creatively. once i interviewed a radio play group and they told me celery makes great "bone-crunching" sounds. yuh yuh yuh neva thought about celery or ants on a log da same way fo a loooooong time yuhhh. Hahah 

a pic of the last pieces of candy in my candy bag, which happened ta b horriblé tasting !!!!!!! gahhhh i needa stop picking books by deyre covas and candy based on looks ... or not 💁💁💁

it's whatevs